was like so looking forward for today to come. meeting up with aikido mates slack at wee yew's house, going out with secondary school friends and celebrate national day together. its been quite some time since i saw them, definitely miss going out with them. went to wee yew's house at yew tee this afternoon. slacked awhile and recieved phone call from mom, great-grandma is seriously ill now. so rushed home asap, and mom said that she passed away. i went to the hospital to visit her just a few days ago, her hands were like so warm when i held on to it, and grandma told me that she is fine. rushed to malaysia saw her dead body, im like emotionless. no more warmth, the care that she used to give me.
im like freaking pissed off, by the rain and the absence of car to malaysia. we were like all drenched and hungry.
grandma seems normal, just not wanting us to be worried i guess, they used to like live together for so long and one left she surely felt bad.
well although great-grandma has no blood relation to us, i still regard her as part of my family, without her there surely wont be me.
was damn disappointed to see her leaving all of a sudden. just cant accept the fact man.
enough for today then, still got to go over tomorrow, wont be going on monday,tuesday and wednesday. im having exams. felt unfilial to not send her off.
maybe going over on tuesday night, it all depends.
lastly. i got to apologise to sec sch friends for informing you guys last minute that i cant turn up.